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diz moning as usual got fitness fer band stelah  2 weeks x peg in cse ad opn hse kt kl suma XD . n so when im arrve at pin2 gte n in my heart oh fom3 student bck n like yeah msty agk bnyak attndce cmpre b4 diz T_T so x lah rsa hmpa sgt . But , sumtin kurg mnyngkn hti aku when i saw 'him' like gosh . itz him . yeah i shoudln.t tink like diz but i dunno rsa brslah mla mnyrbu dri aq . Rsa mcm hal i2 akn tmbul blik . x thu sbb ap msih a buleh nak lupekn hal ini sdgkn da 1 thun brllu mgkin sbb aq btol2 ikhls tym 2 tpi keadn mrbahkn prasaan n dri aku . kalaulah msa boleh brptar kmbli :((  kalaulah dy thu yg sbrny truely tpi tada sp yg thu klo aq bg thu pun xdak gna .xdak spa pcya ckp aq . mmg tadak sp .yg thu suma cmpletely pun bella 2pun dy dah pndah yg tnggai tirah yah dy ja bkti utk aq klu prkra 2 tmbul . tpi yg psti ak akn ignre. eh , tpi tdak x brmkna ak msih syg kt dy sbb bg ak xdak arpn . Plus skrg hati ak dah jtuh ats seseorg , dy pun dah smbut :) tpi hum tngal lgi ak plak yg x bg dy amek . ak pun x thu nak dscrbe mcm mna prasaan ak skarang . srba slh, takot , takot sgt hlg org trsyg .bla kta hlg mmg sukar sgt na amek blik bla kta nak . tpi bla dy dtg kta plak yg dah x cnfdent nan dy :((( . ap nie???? ta phm . kdgw rsa mcm tanak hdup dahh :((((